More excuses

My exam's over, but I'm still fidgety. So, I've been trying to identify the source of my little problem. I don't really know what to do with myself...

My major flaw is that I don't have very much willpower at all, not to work in school, not to work for school outside of school, not to work anywhere. And it's getting worse. I'm also too quick to criticize, and it gets me into trouble with people I don't want to be in trouble with.

The thing is, I'm only writing this here because I don't know who to talk to, this won't make any sense to anyone, not even me. It's just...I don't know. I'm fine when I'm with my friends, I just don't do well on my own lately.