100th Post!

Hell to the yes!

I'm so proud right now, you actually have no idea. All my life I've had issues with dedication, and all I wanted to do was keep something running. This is that thing. The thing is, this blog means a lot to me; It's almost a form of escapism to me, and I like comunicating to the world. More importantly, I just wanted to have something out there.

I've been taking a look at all the other blogs around lately. It was slightly worrying to find that most of them haven't been posted on in months and hadn't been running for very long at all. I always thought that there were more blogs out there that were still ongoing, like a regular thing. However, I guess that makes my blog even more of an achievement.

In celebration of this grand occasion, I've completely changed the design of the blog. I really thought it deserved more than a basic template from blogger, so I found a template site and found a really cool style. Then I went into the html and edited out all of the flaws (putting my geek skills to the test). and now it's perfect (:

It wouldn't be fair if I didn't mention the most important part of this blog: the people who read it. It goes without saying that without them, this blog wouldn't still be here. Yes, I'm gonna name people :p James, Karolina, Emma, Antony, Eleanor, Jazmine and all the others, the fact that you all read this makes me really happy and in return, I'll continue to make you all really happy with this wonderful blog,

Thank you.

Life and Times

Well, it's the name of the blog...and I've not really been focusing on my life lately. Time to bring you up to date.

First weeks of school are always really hectic, I didn't expect some kind of exception for sixth form. But there aren't normally as many pros, maybe it's because I have some kind of new positive mentality or something. Anyway, I've been hanging around new people, and it's been fun, I've not been bastardly antisocial about it. Although i've not enjoyed being taught by a few of my teachers in the past, I believe that I have a good variety of teachers so I can work to the best of my ability for all of them.

There hasn't been a top 5 songs this week, simply because I've not had time to listen to music ): But the good side of finishing my top 100 music videos is that I can post random videos whenever I please now (:

Also, I've started labelling my blog lately, I thought it was something that needed to be done. I'm also going to give it a makeover sometime after my 100th post (only three posts to go now!). Speaking of my 100th post, I've finally figured out how to celebrate it, more about that in the future (three posts from now to be exact :p).

I should be going out tomorrow (thank god) to see Emma. It is her birthday after all. It should be good.

So yeah, there you go, you're back up to date on the life of times of Adam.

Dear Blog 2.0

It's just come to my attention that I haven't written to you in nearly two weeks :( I've missed out a top 5 (or two), a poker game and TWO games of crazy golf...

I feel so guilty...

However, those things have passed and are unfortunately undocumented forever. Me writing here is to take up the responsibility of bringing this blog back from the dead, starting now.

The Final Countdown(?)

This, right here, is post number 80. Obviously I'm talking about my 100th post here, very significant landmark in terms of me and my blog. I have dedication issues, so it's quite special to me. But should I do something?


I don't know, throw a little party for me and all of you (my loyal readers) could be good?


Anyway, it very much feels like a countdown. The drama of my life has returned and is actually effecting my blog (I've gone down to EIGHT followers :'( ). To cut a long story short, everything is going to pot, and as many factors as possible are piling into my life to put it into effect. I hope things turn out okay, and no one else gets hurt...

So yeah, I'll keep you up to date on the home straight.

Dear Blog,

We've been together for two months today, and I think we should do something special to celebrate. But I'm not really sure what...So this week is officially "anniversary week" and I'll be doing something important another time.

In other news, I now only have one exam left!!!!! I'm so happy, I also finished two other subjects today. 4 GCSEs in a day isn't bad at all.

I've also been working on Robert and Jennifer a lot, and I've got a plan of everything, from October to August (that's how long it is). I've been having a bit of trouble collecting my videos, a recent comp crash has caused me to lose a few of them, but no matter, I will finish this.

So, dearest blog, I promise you I will find you something to celebrate those two glorious months together,

Adam

Why we should rename this blog "Adam's Depressing Thoughts"

Last night brought back ALL of my paranoia about losing people, not even madina lake can stop it now, I'm beginning to doubt my friendships with people more than ever, especially those that wont be forced to go to the same school as me next year.

I guess i can get away with posting this because barely anyone reads this anymore (no one's commented in like, three weeks), and well, last night was the first time i really doubted a few of my friendships, maybe i just overestimated people, maybe it's just me, maybe i'm just being paranoid again. I guess we'll have to find out.

I also learnt that i took a few friendships for granted too, and as much as i want to fix that, i'm probably going to lose them too.

I know i'm safe with everyone who's staying on next year, and i'm really grateful for that. But i'm scared of losing a few people, and it is only a few. What do i do?