Yes Bitches!

I did it, I actually had a bad dream about it this morning (not the night, I slept twice. I'm a pro, we need breaks.) So I was left shaking about every detail until it happened. But then I got the opportunity, and I did it. OK, it wasn't as glamourous as I hoped, but it happened, and I feel good that it happened. Maybe it didn't have the effect that I hoped it would, but the fact that I managed to do it is good enough for me.

(A note to all readers, if you ask, I wont tell you, this is just to tell you about my new found confidence boost =D)

Over and Out.

And Then I Go And Spoil It All By Saying Something Stupid Like . . .

Don't finish it, you won't get it right. I just feel a bit nervous right now, because tomorrow I feel like I'm going to do something crazy. It's not really that bad, I just don't want to get it wrong at all, everything has to be perfect. It's times like this when I hate being a perfectionist, it's not right. If I don't do it, there's a good chance that I'll hate myself forever for messing up again, I refuse to give up, and I have everything set up to get it right. Finally I'm in control, but I don't want anyone to know that :p, by the time people figure out what I've done it'll be too late (that really isn't supposed to sound like a suicide note). I'm crazy about getting this right and no one knows the details. It can't possibly go wrong, I WILL prove that I'm not a failure.

In other news, I have another exam tomorrow, then two to go!

Adam out.